my heart is stingy
a steady hum thrum
a low from a high
interactions, none
i shouldn’t push away
and / or deny
this feeling is fleeting
an inevitable goodbye
but right now
i sit
and wait for the light
the fog still and steady
clouding my sight
in the fuzzy vastness of
space and time,
i’m so grateful for
this unexpected chance
of fate and circumstance
to be able to spend
precious moments
with you,
sweet link
you are
my
universe
and
center
and heart.
furry little earthling
amber soulful eyes
golden wisps of hair
and a fluffy snout divine
i miss you every day
your freelove joyful, true
swipey paws of mischief
forever you’re my link boo
<3
chocolate nose boop.
if it were near darkness
i’d just want to be with you.
stroking your beautiful coat,
feeling warm aura hues.
mortality motivates and centers,
a balancing dance of gratitude.
wistfully tearing up, momentarily,
of a time i’d have to bid adieu.
if my angels continue their kisses,
i’d likely outlive you.
and with that heartbreak gift i’d cherish,
and continue to help all pups
for you…
sweet darling link – love you.
linkers
link.
linky
stink.
linky dink
little man.
i am your,
biggest fan.
smooches
on your forehead,
my favorite place
to kiss.
and sometimes you kiss
me back
and for that
i am in bliss.
sniff sniff sniff
up in my face
panting and pawing,
a happy place.
linky
links,
i sing to you,
about my love,
infinite & true.
then we play,
tunnel carwash.
and cheer together
of our
silly
pish posh.
i’d do
anything
for you.
my darling,
heart…
and soul -
linky
boo.
i
miss.
you.
🐾
drawn in
snap back
subconscious pulls
whiplash.
brief trance
of heady fogs
witchcraft
crushing dance.
what is this —
do we know —
is it just me
a deceive?
i think no
verve flows~
hazy dream
affectionate gleams.
dizzying beats
this air suite
afloat… and adrift,
felt shifts
gentle arias —
a duet lift…
fluffy soft pile, little man Link
twitching fur eyebrows, having a think
nipping your plushies, soft asmr crinks
love you, my heart, fur child of dinks
🤎💗
shy goodnight and my voice shifted slightly
i get nervous sometimes; i sure like you mightily
salty savories and slick sesame oil
sun shine and i giggling
over our favorite cute boys
sizzles of a full feast grill
smack smack chomp, laugh —
ten years of sistering still
my cherished cheerleader
and i am absolutely hers
continue we will, life’s connoisseurs
“i wish you all the time to do the things you like to do
i wish you more time to go out, be, um with friends
i wish you more time in disneyland
i wish us at the beach, time together, we spend”
the sweetest tết words from teens and toddlers
who seem to know what’s what in life
i wish they forever foster that spirit
as they grow from innocence to certain strifes
we’ve traversed our parents’ historic trauma
and collected a few more of our own
drawn together by childhood bonds
laughing and healing in our warmth, grown
evolved this suffering with gifts we received
painfully wrapped in thorns
careful now to cast mostly petals
so that their young crowns are softly adorned.
<3
“liiink!” – surprised eyes
a beat of recognition
to a loving joyful sprint
freely towards me
spirit swells to burst
basking in spazzy spins
a jump to my packed things
for his known auntie treats
sweetly poignant love stings
on my chest
from his bright looks back
to ensure i’m still there
following him up
warm ecstatic and present
link my darling
you are my full heart
delight when your giggle peals high
– a contrast to your soft leather low tone
owlish handsome of gazes and gait
wish to sense more – your unknown
the yearn and want
of a desired delight
a warmth and a glow
felt in your gentle sight
i wonder of your secrets
your discreet ebb and flow
lapping towards discovery
still out of reach, to know
i think we have a coziness
and reverberating energy
it makes me want to love you more
cautious hope – meld with me, please <3
darling sparkling,
little man link.
gentle sweet smiles,
a head raised to blink –
into soft breezes
and twirp chirps of birds.
your sunlit regal porch,
attention un disturbed.
you have my heart, fully,
sweet innocent fluffy one.
i’ll fiercely protect,
our days of never done.
oh i like you i like you
just wanted to say
can’t help but think of you
most every day
can we be friends
that eventually fall in love
platonic or romantic
i'd like any of the above
there is one thing tho
that make it pesky complicated
every time i see you
my mind wants you nekkid
😈
pitiful dance,
in x-axis sync.
push and pull,
we engage, you rethink.
sparkly stings,
that surge the heart.
momentary shimmers,
that quickly depart.
never mine, nevermind,
sings ethereal cannons.
a salve and a light,
myself i won’t abandon.
oh is it a disappointment
an inevitable cliche
of surface smoke and mirrors
glossy plumages in display
this tiresome story
of pitfalls pulleys and props
drawn into a crafted loom
masking plastic id, backdrop
hope can be nauseating
with a normative xy lens in place
simplistic eyeroll perceptions –
i’ll exit this play with grace.
“don’t ever swipe on a gay man’s phone”
my shy friend said to me -
with his miscommunicated mime swipe, just previously.
on beat i responded, “it’s ok, i’ve seen d*cks!” –
and we laughed together
in our safe, loving clique.
xo
oh hi.
taut sandy wave,
that cosines into grip.
flashing eyes and whites,
with a velvet lilt hum thrum.
currents physics flows,
and parches my mind -
drinking in the sight,
to stave off desired delight.
twitches and tics -
mired in cryptics
lift that fog for me
you darling beast feast.
soft volcanic winds
wrapped embrace.
diamond head top
thick grasses sway.
up there air,
serene protective heights,
from mocking hisses –
pathetic means.
hear sweet coos
of doves instead,
smiling with me
for peace that spreads.
move with the shifts,
the mountain protects.
crown of fragrant flowers
queen of my space
🌺 🌋